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4月26日 MemoriesAs the time for the divorce hearing quickly approaches (April 16th) I find my mind being flooded with memories of our time together. I really don't want to think about them or deal with them but I guess I must as part of the healing process. Its strange how a scent, look or song can bring something back to you in vivid detail. Time for more tears, they say crying releases built up acid in your body, so I must be getting cleared out good!
Yesterday as I was thinking about Easter it suddenly hit me that the first time I brought Marc to meet my family was Easter. I was so excited and apprehensive about that. For various reasons, he was actually the first man I'd ever brought home to meet my family.
On the getting on with my life front, I'm amazed at the person I'm becoming. Such a difference in my personality the past few weeks. Its like I'm blossoming into the person I've always wanted to be. A lot of it is due to becoming more comfortable and accepting of me, especially my body, imperfections and all. Also due to thinking more positively about life.
Joining one of the online dating sites has been very good for me, getting over being shy and gaining confidence in myself. I am a beautiful, passionate woman and there are men out there that appreciate me for me! I've talked to some very nice guys recently and its doing my ego a world of good.
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